EAteN ALIVE

These thoughts will consume me, each poisonous stab,
Takes all I want and all that I have.

Will anyone rescue what cannot be saved?
A person so deadly, so wholly depraved.

My soul is a carcass, no longer shall bleed,
No flesh on these bones- the monsters can’t feed,
They have lived on my sacrament; filled me with lies,
Stolen my innocence; my naïve trusting eyes.

Tested and broken, so completely destroyed,
By things I controlled- times that I could avoid,
I did not have the courage to speak out my mind,
Now I have been eaten by my very own kind.

THE LAST CALL....

I think about life and what a joke it is.

"Friends say their your friends until they get what they want.
Lovers are your lovers until something shinny and new comes along.
God is there but only in a book.
Government is there only to make you a slave."

I have been burned, bruised, betrayed, and broken.
To think about living another day of suffering only to die in the end;
there is no point.

We are all worm food, might as well end the pain sooner than later.




Last call, anybody want to join me for a shot?

the word ----SORRY

To start with itzzz just a five letter word.. but it can do wonders..
can bring back happiness to lost... can soak tears off the eyes of a child...
can bring back relations... its a personal emotional thinking altogether.
I have seen nobody so perfect that they dont commit any mistake, i feel the best way to heal a wound is to apply love n care on it, so why to run from wat uv already done..
I feel its better to face ur mistake nd make moves to amend it and move ahead for a good future... lately iv experiened dat if u genuinely realise ur mistake and feel SORRY about it sooner or later ul be pardoned by the eternal superpower... so have faith in HIS justice...

d word SORRY wld never let u down.........

THANK YOU GOD for being there nd listening to our prayer..... i owe u everything

THINKING vs INTENTIONS………………

Mujhe Paani Ki Kami Nahi,
Ke Dubba Hun Main Abhi.
Kashti Ka Sahara Mat do,
Ki Dariya Mein Sambhla Hun Main Abhi………

There have been times when i lay lame and blank on a dark and loomy Saturday night.
But lately my mind has been full of my disastrous broken relationships. But now its time
for me to realize the truth and get back to where I belong and what was always mine..

I will be back I have promised myself in the darkness of the broken promises.. Hold back tightly as I am ready to smile happily again for those who really care…

I am walking on the thinnest string of………………
THINKING and INTENTIONS………………

i Feel Peace wHN iAM Confused

My EMOTIONS were never so FAKE... my EFFORTS were never so LAME...

SOMETIMES i feel it cant END this way... OR... is dere SUMTHING more to be FACED???

"I give not Heav'n for lost"

Why did it happen to me at all??? Will dese clouds ever fade???

Are they here for forever or is it just an illusion in my mind...

SOMEONE plzzz give me my answers...
SOMEONE plzzz give me my happiness back...

I wasted it all but STILL dun knw where it is taking me...

I had loved my love with all my passion...

BUT it fell apart it yet a new fassion...

I have become numb to my motions.. but i fear i may scumb to my own emotions..

why am i still lost.. when the way is very clear..

"I FEEL PEACE WHN IM CONFUSED"

cause it makes me more n more diffused.......

OUR FEELINGS SO DECEPTIVE....

Hey hav u ever thought why u care for them the most whm u knw can leave u in the blink of ur eyes??? dese are the people who hav given u tears but then also u try ur level best to make every passing second of their lyf memorable nd interesting... whn u hav tears in ur eyes thinking of this person u feel tat he/she has been the biggest mistake of ur lyf..every nite b4 sleeping u make promises to urself tat this wld be the last nite ur thinking of this person but whn the frst ray of lite strikes u in the morning the frst thought tat strikes ur mind is wat tat person wld be doin at this point of time. u try to recollect wat good tym uv shared with this person..sometimes i feel tat lyfs lyk a race, whn ur walking behind tat special person u always try to catch up to them..whn u are walking along this person u slowly nd slowly take him/her for granted... but once this person leaves u nd lags behind, u also stop.. look back nd wait for tat person to come back to you again and u dont realise tat uv stopped the clock of ur lyf and u loose the most important phase of tym in ur lyf..

You sit dwn quitely at the end of ur terrace wall but still dun fear of wat will happen if ul slip coz back then ur thinking bout wat this person meant to you... u start feeling stupid things lyk uv been cursed by those whom u hav hurt sometym in ur past.. u pray to GOD for forgiveness for the things u never thought were wrong before this. U feel as if ur barred in situational clouds tat hav gathered around you nd u cant even see the rays of the morning sun.. their are people around you for whom u are someone really special but still ur mind nd psychic tilts towards those who remind u of tat same person everytym they open out their mind to you...

U FALL IN LOVE, U FALL OFF LOVE....

U FEEL IN LOVE, U FAIL IN LOVE....

U LEARN TO LIVE LIFE IN LOVE, U TRY TO DIE OUT OF LOVE....

The only thing u can never judge is whether ur feelings are urs Or are they just deception of someone else's emotions....