YOU (now I know who) PART -2

YOU (now i knw who) is d thing im losing,

but i cannot even tell dat its hurting.

It makes me weak when i see u going away with a new sheen,

My heart is crying but the tears are unseen..

YOU (now i knw who) is no more mine,

and this is just a fact dat iv realised frm time to time.

Its hard to let u go without a fight,

But we fight only for wat was ours atleast for a night.

YOU (n0w i knw who) never want me to be hurt,

but wats d use when everythings gonna turn into dust.

I feel numbness in my actions,

seeing you go away kills my inner satisfaction.

YOU (now i knw who) is very special to me,

I found u like a pearl in the moving sea.

but nw i feel our journey is bout to end,

and i promise my love will always be alive but under the dead sand..

YOU (now i knw who)...

Now i can only say that for sometime I really knew YOU..

i WISH....

If i cld sing il sing d most romantic song for u.

If i cld write il write d most beautiful poem for u.

If i cld crack jokes il be a joker for life for u.

If i cld carry il carry d moon for u.

If i cld fite il fite the whole world to jst be wth u.

If i cld love il love u like no1 wld ever love u.

If i cld HATE i wld hate u and only u coz den (maybe den) il get d strength to leave dis road dat leads me to my DRaEAMZ. D road dat leads me to u. D road that leads me to my happiness.

Sometimes i wish more n sometimes i wish less can dere be a time i can wish right. Do i always have to fear bout the future. Can i not for once just for once wish it to come true wth my eyes open. Do i always have to wait for the sleep to make me happy, or can i have the courage to dream of actually getting wat i want.

ONLY if U stand by ME....

Im ready to be with YOU rest MY LIFE....

MAKE A WISH, MAKE IT RIGHT..

MAKE IT LAST FOR THE ENTIRE NIGHT....

Was it a DREAM coz it felt so REAL..??..

The moon was out in full, the sky was clear and the stars were all out. The breeze was blowing softly against my face as I stared at the array of twinkles above..

I had my arm wrapped around something.....someone.....and it snuggled against my chest and sighed happily.

Is this real or a dream I wondered, and as if reading my thoughts she looked at me and said I love you and gave me a kiss.

I knew then it was a dream, because that someone was my "LOVE" and not my "LUCK".....

if only it were real....

YOU (now I know who)

You (now I know who) matter to me,

but the gloominess of d word "FUTURE" kills d inner me..

I smile when I have nothing to say,

coz I stand with U where dere is no Way..

YOU (now i know who) are the new ME,

coz U are the part of all the DREAMS i see..

My world ends where I meet YOU,

YOU are the thing I search when d sky is blue..

YOU (now i know who) make me forget all the pains,

As if i have been blessed by all the HOLY saints..

YOUR presence brings colours to my LIFE,

YOU are the only thing I need to SURVIVE..

YOU (now I know who) is all what I want,

YOUR's is the LOVE I want to FLAUNT..

Come to ME if U feel d same,

And I promise U will never regret this decision u MAKE..

U really are "different"..

i dream with open eyes,

dream bout ur SMILE.

"UR SMILE" which for me is DIVINE,

UR PRESENCE makes me feel d worth of waiting all dis TIME.

I see a ray of SHIMMERING LIGHT,

whenever i see UR beautiful SMILE..

AFRAID OF MYSELF....

U say Iv CHANGED... whn I live the way U always wanted me to LIVE....

U say I dun LOVE U... whn I dun agree to wat U say....

U say dat I dun care about U... whn Im all alone and need U d most....

why is it always bout U, U n only U....

I ChAngEd Myself To LOVe U so dat u start CARING bout me...........

wat is dis GAP between U n ME.... is dis OUR misunderstanding of OUR own understandings....

im AFRAID dat I might BECOME wat i always FEARED....

iM really THANKFUL to U for atleast noticing dis CHANGE.........

EAteN ALIVE

These thoughts will consume me, each poisonous stab,
Takes all I want and all that I have.

Will anyone rescue what cannot be saved?
A person so deadly, so wholly depraved.

My soul is a carcass, no longer shall bleed,
No flesh on these bones- the monsters can’t feed,
They have lived on my sacrament; filled me with lies,
Stolen my innocence; my naïve trusting eyes.

Tested and broken, so completely destroyed,
By things I controlled- times that I could avoid,
I did not have the courage to speak out my mind,
Now I have been eaten by my very own kind.