i dream with open eyes,

dream bout ur SMILE.

"UR SMILE" which for me is DIVINE,

UR PRESENCE makes me feel d worth of waiting all dis TIME.

I see a ray of SHIMMERING LIGHT,

whenever i see UR beautiful SMILE..

AFRAID OF MYSELF....

U say Iv CHANGED... whn I live the way U always wanted me to LIVE....

U say I dun LOVE U... whn I dun agree to wat U say....

U say dat I dun care about U... whn Im all alone and need U d most....

why is it always bout U, U n only U....

I ChAngEd Myself To LOVe U so dat u start CARING bout me...........

wat is dis GAP between U n ME.... is dis OUR misunderstanding of OUR own understandings....

im AFRAID dat I might BECOME wat i always FEARED....

iM really THANKFUL to U for atleast noticing dis CHANGE.........

EAteN ALIVE

These thoughts will consume me, each poisonous stab,
Takes all I want and all that I have.

Will anyone rescue what cannot be saved?
A person so deadly, so wholly depraved.

My soul is a carcass, no longer shall bleed,
No flesh on these bones- the monsters can’t feed,
They have lived on my sacrament; filled me with lies,
Stolen my innocence; my naïve trusting eyes.

Tested and broken, so completely destroyed,
By things I controlled- times that I could avoid,
I did not have the courage to speak out my mind,
Now I have been eaten by my very own kind.

THE LAST CALL....

I think about life and what a joke it is.

"Friends say their your friends until they get what they want.
Lovers are your lovers until something shinny and new comes along.
God is there but only in a book.
Government is there only to make you a slave."

I have been burned, bruised, betrayed, and broken.
To think about living another day of suffering only to die in the end;
there is no point.

We are all worm food, might as well end the pain sooner than later.




Last call, anybody want to join me for a shot?

the word ----SORRY

To start with itzzz just a five letter word.. but it can do wonders..
can bring back happiness to lost... can soak tears off the eyes of a child...
can bring back relations... its a personal emotional thinking altogether.
I have seen nobody so perfect that they dont commit any mistake, i feel the best way to heal a wound is to apply love n care on it, so why to run from wat uv already done..
I feel its better to face ur mistake nd make moves to amend it and move ahead for a good future... lately iv experiened dat if u genuinely realise ur mistake and feel SORRY about it sooner or later ul be pardoned by the eternal superpower... so have faith in HIS justice...

d word SORRY wld never let u down.........

THANK YOU GOD for being there nd listening to our prayer..... i owe u everything

THINKING vs INTENTIONS………………

Mujhe Paani Ki Kami Nahi,
Ke Dubba Hun Main Abhi.
Kashti Ka Sahara Mat do,
Ki Dariya Mein Sambhla Hun Main Abhi………

There have been times when i lay lame and blank on a dark and loomy Saturday night.
But lately my mind has been full of my disastrous broken relationships. But now its time
for me to realize the truth and get back to where I belong and what was always mine..

I will be back I have promised myself in the darkness of the broken promises.. Hold back tightly as I am ready to smile happily again for those who really care…

I am walking on the thinnest string of………………
THINKING and INTENTIONS………………

i Feel Peace wHN iAM Confused

My EMOTIONS were never so FAKE... my EFFORTS were never so LAME...

SOMETIMES i feel it cant END this way... OR... is dere SUMTHING more to be FACED???

"I give not Heav'n for lost"

Why did it happen to me at all??? Will dese clouds ever fade???

Are they here for forever or is it just an illusion in my mind...

SOMEONE plzzz give me my answers...
SOMEONE plzzz give me my happiness back...

I wasted it all but STILL dun knw where it is taking me...

I had loved my love with all my passion...

BUT it fell apart it yet a new fassion...

I have become numb to my motions.. but i fear i may scumb to my own emotions..

why am i still lost.. when the way is very clear..

"I FEEL PEACE WHN IM CONFUSED"

cause it makes me more n more diffused.......