YOU are not alone....

A conversation Dated- 4/11/2010

at exact 10.03 p.m

Friend-- y life has to be so complicated. Y cant we just get wat we want..

And my reaction was....

ME--aaaaaaaa... You are not d only one who isn't getting wat she wants.. dere are hell lotta people like u ( i meant- "i want a placement soon but i aint getting it" "i loved a person but never got it back" "i want to live happily with a person all my life but dat aint happening in dis life" "i want to write sumthing meaningful but im not even close of doing dat")

Friend-- Yeah i know..

(My thoughts-- do u really understand)

Friend-- i just hate it dis way.. i dun knw wat should i do.

Me-- Don't worry everything's gonna be f9 soon. sometimes its better to leave things for d supernatural (whom we dearly know as BHAGWAN, ALLAH, JESUS etc etc) to take care..

Just den dis thought hit me :

• Y am i giving all dis gyaan to u???
• Am i getting old??
• Am i turning into a saint of some sort??
• Is dis wat u wanna hear at dis point??

but d more important questions dat i needed to answer were:

• Do i myself believe in wat i just said??
• Will i leave things just for HIM??
• Is dis wat i really wanna say to u??
• Do i really mean all dis??
• Is it really worth the sleepless night with million thoughts??

Problems seem to be so simple wen dey are not your's..

but y am i still feeling d ironic pain ????

some questions are really hard to a answer.. but things get worse when you know d ANSWER but NOT THE QUESTION.. And im all surrounded by many such situations..

I just wish we meet our destiny in the best way..

Live life with no grudges, no complaints, no dissatisfaction of not giving it a last try..

Go ahead give it a shot, maybe its worth it or maybe it isn't. but one thing is sure dat at the end of it dere will be no confusion..

JUST REMEMBER ----

Wenever u wanna talk,

Im here.

Wenever u just want silent presence,

Im here.

Wenever u wanna laugh,

Im here.

Wenever u just want to cry,

Im here.

Wenever u wanna share,

Im here.

Wenever u just need a hand,

im here.

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AND JUST REMEMBER

WENEVER U WANNA LOVE,

IM HERE....

LIFE IS NOT ABOUT HOW MANY BREATHS WE TAKE,

ITS ABOUT THE MOMENTS THAT TAKE OUR BREATH AWAY..

so just try and create such magical moments... :)

PRIVATE MESSAGE FOR THE FRIEND

giving Advice is very easy but trust me wen i tell u dat it will have a happy ending. I aint trying to be cool or anything. Its just dat i know how it feels to be handicapped by ur own restrictions.. I suffer the same suffocation and who else better than u to understand my situation..

Lets smile and give life a chance.

Take the risk And as i always keep reminding you that "OUR DEAL IS ON"

(On a yet another sleepless night at around 5 in the morning) :) :)