YOU are not alone....

A conversation Dated- 4/11/2010

at exact 10.03 p.m

Friend-- y life has to be so complicated. Y cant we just get wat we want..

And my reaction was....

ME--aaaaaaaa... You are not d only one who isn't getting wat she wants.. dere are hell lotta people like u ( i meant- "i want a placement soon but i aint getting it" "i loved a person but never got it back" "i want to live happily with a person all my life but dat aint happening in dis life" "i want to write sumthing meaningful but im not even close of doing dat")

Friend-- Yeah i know..

(My thoughts-- do u really understand)

Friend-- i just hate it dis way.. i dun knw wat should i do.

Me-- Don't worry everything's gonna be f9 soon. sometimes its better to leave things for d supernatural (whom we dearly know as BHAGWAN, ALLAH, JESUS etc etc) to take care..

Just den dis thought hit me :

• Y am i giving all dis gyaan to u???
• Am i getting old??
• Am i turning into a saint of some sort??
• Is dis wat u wanna hear at dis point??

but d more important questions dat i needed to answer were:

• Do i myself believe in wat i just said??
• Will i leave things just for HIM??
• Is dis wat i really wanna say to u??
• Do i really mean all dis??
• Is it really worth the sleepless night with million thoughts??

Problems seem to be so simple wen dey are not your's..

but y am i still feeling d ironic pain ????

some questions are really hard to a answer.. but things get worse when you know d ANSWER but NOT THE QUESTION.. And im all surrounded by many such situations..

I just wish we meet our destiny in the best way..

Live life with no grudges, no complaints, no dissatisfaction of not giving it a last try..

Go ahead give it a shot, maybe its worth it or maybe it isn't. but one thing is sure dat at the end of it dere will be no confusion..

JUST REMEMBER ----

Wenever u wanna talk,

Im here.

Wenever u just want silent presence,

Im here.

Wenever u wanna laugh,

Im here.

Wenever u just want to cry,

Im here.

Wenever u wanna share,

Im here.

Wenever u just need a hand,

im here.

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AND JUST REMEMBER

WENEVER U WANNA LOVE,

IM HERE....

LIFE IS NOT ABOUT HOW MANY BREATHS WE TAKE,

ITS ABOUT THE MOMENTS THAT TAKE OUR BREATH AWAY..

so just try and create such magical moments... :)

PRIVATE MESSAGE FOR THE FRIEND

giving Advice is very easy but trust me wen i tell u dat it will have a happy ending. I aint trying to be cool or anything. Its just dat i know how it feels to be handicapped by ur own restrictions.. I suffer the same suffocation and who else better than u to understand my situation..

Lets smile and give life a chance.

Take the risk And as i always keep reminding you that "OUR DEAL IS ON"

(On a yet another sleepless night at around 5 in the morning) :) :)

YOU (now I know who) PART -2

YOU (now i knw who) is d thing im losing,

but i cannot even tell dat its hurting.

It makes me weak when i see u going away with a new sheen,

My heart is crying but the tears are unseen..

YOU (now i knw who) is no more mine,

and this is just a fact dat iv realised frm time to time.

Its hard to let u go without a fight,

But we fight only for wat was ours atleast for a night.

YOU (n0w i knw who) never want me to be hurt,

but wats d use when everythings gonna turn into dust.

I feel numbness in my actions,

seeing you go away kills my inner satisfaction.

YOU (now i knw who) is very special to me,

I found u like a pearl in the moving sea.

but nw i feel our journey is bout to end,

and i promise my love will always be alive but under the dead sand..

YOU (now i knw who)...

Now i can only say that for sometime I really knew YOU..

i WISH....

If i cld sing il sing d most romantic song for u.

If i cld write il write d most beautiful poem for u.

If i cld crack jokes il be a joker for life for u.

If i cld carry il carry d moon for u.

If i cld fite il fite the whole world to jst be wth u.

If i cld love il love u like no1 wld ever love u.

If i cld HATE i wld hate u and only u coz den (maybe den) il get d strength to leave dis road dat leads me to my DRaEAMZ. D road dat leads me to u. D road that leads me to my happiness.

Sometimes i wish more n sometimes i wish less can dere be a time i can wish right. Do i always have to fear bout the future. Can i not for once just for once wish it to come true wth my eyes open. Do i always have to wait for the sleep to make me happy, or can i have the courage to dream of actually getting wat i want.

ONLY if U stand by ME....

Im ready to be with YOU rest MY LIFE....

MAKE A WISH, MAKE IT RIGHT..

MAKE IT LAST FOR THE ENTIRE NIGHT....

Was it a DREAM coz it felt so REAL..??..

The moon was out in full, the sky was clear and the stars were all out. The breeze was blowing softly against my face as I stared at the array of twinkles above..

I had my arm wrapped around something.....someone.....and it snuggled against my chest and sighed happily.

Is this real or a dream I wondered, and as if reading my thoughts she looked at me and said I love you and gave me a kiss.

I knew then it was a dream, because that someone was my "LOVE" and not my "LUCK".....

if only it were real....

YOU (now I know who)

You (now I know who) matter to me,

but the gloominess of d word "FUTURE" kills d inner me..

I smile when I have nothing to say,

coz I stand with U where dere is no Way..

YOU (now i know who) are the new ME,

coz U are the part of all the DREAMS i see..

My world ends where I meet YOU,

YOU are the thing I search when d sky is blue..

YOU (now i know who) make me forget all the pains,

As if i have been blessed by all the HOLY saints..

YOUR presence brings colours to my LIFE,

YOU are the only thing I need to SURVIVE..

YOU (now I know who) is all what I want,

YOUR's is the LOVE I want to FLAUNT..

Come to ME if U feel d same,

And I promise U will never regret this decision u MAKE..

U really are "different"..

i dream with open eyes,

dream bout ur SMILE.

"UR SMILE" which for me is DIVINE,

UR PRESENCE makes me feel d worth of waiting all dis TIME.

I see a ray of SHIMMERING LIGHT,

whenever i see UR beautiful SMILE..